Showing posts with label telling stories. Show all posts
Showing posts with label telling stories. Show all posts
Friday, November 29, 2013
Tuesday, May 7, 2013
The Adventures of Unemployed Man
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Fresh graduates are seen
everywhere applying for different companies, for different positions and for
different reasons. It's hard to turn your school days to work days, but its
harder to find a work, I guess...
Before I graduate this
April 2013, me and my classmate apply for staff position at Banco De Oro Unibank (BDO Unibank). I don't remember the exact date
but its month of March we take the exam.
Exam: First part was essay type with 2 questions. Second part was somewhat Logical Analysis. Third part and the last part was difficult for most of the
applicants, it was about accounting. The exam was scheduled at 8:30 AM at San
Juan, Greenhills, but the exam started around 9:00AM. Approximately 30 to 40
applicants take the exam and only 4 or 7 (thinking) failed the examination that
morning. After that some applicants had their interview at Greenhills, but some
including me were told to take our interview at BDO Head Office in Makati.
Next day, my scheduled
first interview was 10:00AM but I arrived at 8:30AM because my classmate was
scheduled 9:00AM. Therefore, I had my interview around 9:00AM also and glad
both of us passed it. About the first
interview? Well, it was only about
your resume, grades, and that one question. After that if you passed the
interview, the HR will give you an application form, fill it up and wait for
their call.
April 19 2013 I received a text message for my second
interview for the executive assistant position with the department head. But
unfortunately, I wasn't able to attend. I try to reschedule my application but
UNFORTUNATELY I lost my mobile cellphone dated April 22, 2013.
Obviously, I didn't able to received a reschedule date or whatsoever.
April 24, 2013 I went to BDO Head Office to send a letter for
changing contact number and also to update my application. Unfortunately, there
was NO interview that day, but at least I am able to passed that letter.
The receptionist said that I come back on Monday April 29, 2013.
April 29, 2013 I went back to BDO Head Office but unfortunately
again, the interviewer was sick and Ms. Sharmaine told me that I should wait
for her call or text message for reschedule.
Today May 7, 2013 - NO UPDATE
Bank of the Philippine
Islands (BPI)
I send through
JOBSTREET.com.ph
April 4, 2013 I was scheduled to take the pre-employment exam
8:30AM at BPI Head Office Makati.
About the exam??? It's not as easy as you can imagine.
Around 50 who take the exam only 9 passed. It includes 40 questions to answer
in 20 minutes, all about logical analysis. Imagine, you are answering on a
computer then at the screen beside the question, you will see TIME REMAINING.
haha ! and you must answer logic problems in just 30 seconds to complete all.
Glad I passed. I really like the environment of BPI. I was scheduled for my
second interview April 18, 2013.
April 18, 2013 The day after my graduation. I was scheduled
at 8:30AM but unfortunately, since it was my graduation yesterday I woke up
late. I came around 10:30AM and was interviewed 11:00AM
About the interview??? Don't mention it!!!!! haha I'm bitter. I know I
made the wrong answer. wala ako sa katinuan ng mga time na yun since GRADUATION
ko nga kasi kahapon!!!!!!!!!!! Well, its about the position you're applying
for.
Today May 7, 2013 - NOT
HOPING ANYMORE but I LOVE BPI ENVIRONMENT
Security Bank
Through JOBSTREET and
SECURITY BANK CAREERS email
I was scheduled sometime
April 2013 but I failed to come. I passed again and luckily, I received a
schedule for May 2, 2013.
May 2, 2013 I was scheduled 8:00AM but I came at 8:30AM, and
the security guard says that ALL LATE APPLICANTS was resched on May 7, 2013
(Tuesday). So unfortunate unemployed women I guess. Don't lose hope. I have
many resume's and I applied at PBCOM, UCPB, RCBC, PSBANK.
May 7, 2013 I came at 7:57AM. WAHAHAH I'm not LATE.
I've seen so many applicants around 150 to 200. My seat number was 174. First
part was ORIENTATION about the companies’ job vacancies and so on. At exactly
9:00AM on my watch, the exam started. I can remember it was 176 items, all
logical problem, words etc. I was able to pass the exam and those who passed it
will come back after lunch for their interview. I was scheduled 2:50PM. At
2:48PM, my name was called, I don't know if I passed or not but the interviewer
said to wait for 2 to 3 weeks. About the interview??? It was about your resume and the position you
are applying for.
Today May 7, 2013 -
"I'm tired.... applying ... sending email applications ... filling up
forms and send it ... searching the net and hoping I've already searched the
job for me ... But I'm not giving up .. I know I can do this .. I just applied
3 companies ... lalalalla ...
I have a scheduled
initial qualifying exam on PSBank at May 16, 2013
Saturday, August 25, 2012
Tree of Love
Like a tree standing alone
without leaves is almost lifeless.
But with you by my side
is like a tree full of leaves.
Each leaf is about happiness, joy,
thrills and some of them are sorrows.
All of them are experiences,
Many will fall but new leaves
will grow to replace fallen ones.
Hoping someday
when we are strong enough,
We will bear fruits together.
without leaves is almost lifeless.
But with you by my side
is like a tree full of leaves.
Each leaf is about happiness, joy,
thrills and some of them are sorrows.
All of them are experiences,
Many will fall but new leaves
will grow to replace fallen ones.
Hoping someday
when we are strong enough,
We will bear fruits together.
This was the poem that he gave me in the middle of July. A tree represents our relationship. Leaves are our experiences in life. Without leaves it's nothing. Some leaves may fall but that tree will surely replace it. The last paragraph tells that when we are already old enough to face another chapter of our lives together in front of God, fruits which represents our future children/s will soon be made. :D
Friday, November 25, 2011
everything will change, it's just a matter of when
I saw him again, the man who try to court me once. He greeted and join me in my table at our department lobby. I asked him how he is doing and so on. We talked just a few minutes because their professor was already there. After that, I wrote this on my paper.
He was my batch-mate and schoolmate here in our university. We are in different course but somehow by a common friend, we have known each other.
Back then when we are in Second year- 2nd semester, a common friend introduced him to me. He says he like me and asked if we can be friends. I was shy that time so I don't even glance at him. Everyday during our Filipino subject, I always saw him outside our room, standing there looking at me for just a few seconds and will go away to attend his class. We become friends on Facebook. But the semester ends without having a talk with each other. Then long summer break come. We become text mates and able to know each other little by little. We are in opposite religion and beliefs and that stops us from being together.
Then Third year-1st semester came, we are able to see each other again. I always greet him after our class as I passed by the corridor outside his room. We tell some stories about our day. I don't remember exactly what had happened, we lose communication, even though we both still have phone numbers, we didn't able to text that often.
Third year- 2nd semester. Life still continues until one day a friend of mine told me that she saw that guy with another girl. Holding hands with each other. I just smiled and take a deep breath, then I said....
"well, then.... it's okay.. Good for him."
at the back of my mind, I remember flashback of our memories. But then I'm happy because he found a girl that loves him, she was great and I know she will take care of him.
The feeling of seeing that man again was a good one. I realized that everything will change, it's just a matter of when.
I noticed that all of my past special someones had already found a relationship. While me, still here, living with a broken heart, emotionally damaged, complicated and unpredictable.
He was my batch-mate and schoolmate here in our university. We are in different course but somehow by a common friend, we have known each other.
Back then when we are in Second year- 2nd semester, a common friend introduced him to me. He says he like me and asked if we can be friends. I was shy that time so I don't even glance at him. Everyday during our Filipino subject, I always saw him outside our room, standing there looking at me for just a few seconds and will go away to attend his class. We become friends on Facebook. But the semester ends without having a talk with each other. Then long summer break come. We become text mates and able to know each other little by little. We are in opposite religion and beliefs and that stops us from being together.
Then Third year-1st semester came, we are able to see each other again. I always greet him after our class as I passed by the corridor outside his room. We tell some stories about our day. I don't remember exactly what had happened, we lose communication, even though we both still have phone numbers, we didn't able to text that often.
Third year- 2nd semester. Life still continues until one day a friend of mine told me that she saw that guy with another girl. Holding hands with each other. I just smiled and take a deep breath, then I said....
"well, then.... it's okay.. Good for him."
at the back of my mind, I remember flashback of our memories. But then I'm happy because he found a girl that loves him, she was great and I know she will take care of him.
The feeling of seeing that man again was a good one. I realized that everything will change, it's just a matter of when.
I noticed that all of my past special someones had already found a relationship. While me, still here, living with a broken heart, emotionally damaged, complicated and unpredictable.
Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Another man prove me that all men are not trustworthy
"I trust you" is a better compliment than "I love you"
because you can't love the one you don't trust. But believe me you can always love the one you trust.
Once it is broken, it's hard to build it again.
I'm not a man-hater girl, but it seems that all men I met was good players in their own game. I give more than I receive, I love more than I was loved. It's not their fault if I was hurt, its mine because I believe in them.
In my 18 years of existence, I only give importance to 3 men.
the first one was my first love, it happened when I was a 3rd-year high school student. We are first strangers with some common friends. We become closer each day. But somehow my best friend fall in love with him and they are the one who had a commitment. Maybe because that time I wasn't prepared for a relationship that's why he choose to court another girl. I become insecure...
The second one was my first boyfriend, we were not that long, actually our relationship was too short, I was serious about him but he flirts with another girl after I refused to give what he want. I love him but somewhere in my mind tells me that it's not right or it's not the time to do it. I become more insecure and conscious .
The third one was a totally stranger, without mutual connections we become friends, we started to build a connection, each day we slowly know each other more. But he lied... I thought he was not like other men. But he just showed me affection. Make me fall in love but let me reached the ground by myself. Until I realized nothing was real between us. After I tell him everything about me, he lied about himself. Again for the third time, I was fooled by a game I didn't even know had started. I become a man-hater.
I don't know what to do at the time I write this on my paper. It wasn't their fault if they have hurt me. It was me believing them and expecting for more.
They say that "don't expect because expectation hurts." Therefore, we cannot control ourselves all the time not to imagine things we want to happen.
As of now, I don't believe in boys. They were all good players. They will surely leave you, Its just a matter of when. What upset me is not that you lied to me, but I can no longer believe in you. I should have trust myself more. I'm tired of playing games and being fooled. Someday, somehow I know there is a man who could change my beliefs and love me like anyone else does...
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Until you meet the new us,we'll try our best,and we'll see each other again
Maybe Im too late to be your first,but Im preparing to be your last
He's not the only man in the universe,but he's the only one that matters
http://gillboard.blogspot.com/2011/11/kung-anim-na-taon-ka-nang-blogger.html
because you can't love the one you don't trust. But believe me you can always love the one you trust.
Once it is broken, it's hard to build it again.
I'm not a man-hater girl, but it seems that all men I met was good players in their own game. I give more than I receive, I love more than I was loved. It's not their fault if I was hurt, its mine because I believe in them.
In my 18 years of existence, I only give importance to 3 men.
the first one was my first love, it happened when I was a 3rd-year high school student. We are first strangers with some common friends. We become closer each day. But somehow my best friend fall in love with him and they are the one who had a commitment. Maybe because that time I wasn't prepared for a relationship that's why he choose to court another girl. I become insecure...
The second one was my first boyfriend, we were not that long, actually our relationship was too short, I was serious about him but he flirts with another girl after I refused to give what he want. I love him but somewhere in my mind tells me that it's not right or it's not the time to do it. I become more insecure and conscious .
The third one was a totally stranger, without mutual connections we become friends, we started to build a connection, each day we slowly know each other more. But he lied... I thought he was not like other men. But he just showed me affection. Make me fall in love but let me reached the ground by myself. Until I realized nothing was real between us. After I tell him everything about me, he lied about himself. Again for the third time, I was fooled by a game I didn't even know had started. I become a man-hater.
I don't know what to do at the time I write this on my paper. It wasn't their fault if they have hurt me. It was me believing them and expecting for more.
They say that "don't expect because expectation hurts." Therefore, we cannot control ourselves all the time not to imagine things we want to happen.
As of now, I don't believe in boys. They were all good players. They will surely leave you, Its just a matter of when. What upset me is not that you lied to me, but I can no longer believe in you. I should have trust myself more. I'm tired of playing games and being fooled. Someday, somehow I know there is a man who could change my beliefs and love me like anyone else does...
please like these pages on Facebook
Until you meet the new us,we'll try our best,and we'll see each other again
Maybe Im too late to be your first,but Im preparing to be your last
He's not the only man in the universe,but he's the only one that matters
http://gillboard.blogspot.com/2011/11/kung-anim-na-taon-ka-nang-blogger.html
Thursday, November 17, 2011
Until you meet the new us, we'll try our best and we'll see each other again.
Until you meet the new us,
we'll try our best and we'll see each other again.
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| I will wait for you as long as I can |
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| I will wait for you just right here |
Girl:
You came into my life without expecting that you will take a part of my heart. Unintentionally, I loved you, but somehow I want to give up this kind of feeling 'cause I don't want to be selfish for my own happiness. You have to take an opportunity and taking that means we need to stop being like this, cause you're going somewhere and will live there for a long time. It's for your own good and career. You already finished college and now going to a real world and being together is no longer going to be the same. You are the one who started to build walls on us. You have decided. I'm happy to see you reaching your dreams, but I feel sad because I'm not a part of that success. All I can do now is bid you a Good Luck and pray to God for your safety as you go along your journey. I'm just here whenever you need to, waiting for your attention.
I don't know if I can wait for you to come back, because I don't know if there's something I need to wait.
All I can do is to continue living in this world with some of my friends and people by my side. Enjoying my life without you is a hard realization. But if its the only thing I need to do... then go on..
I don't want you to see me suffering like this. I don't want to be a burden on your success.
Somewhere, somehow, I know our roads will crossed again. It doesn't matter when. And if that time comes, I want to stand up straight and be proud that I am not like before, more matured and already a lady.
I don't know if in that time I still have this feelings for you but as I wrote this on my blog... I swear, I love you.....
Boy:
We are totally strangers, we became friends without mutual connection. I wonder why two people from different kind of world, without mutual friends met accidentally, maybe because it has a purpose. Everyday we talk and get to know each other more and feelings go deeper. But I don't want to show my feelings for you. I'm afraid what will happen next. We have met at the wrong time of my life. I'm on my training and examination followed by an interview for my application to work far distance from my home. I will stay there for a long time and I don't know when will I come back. I will get busy there because the life of all the passengers is in my hand. I'm afraid that when my application was approved, I will leave you behind and surely you will be depressed by that time. That's why I've decided to hide my feelings for you, I want you to focus on your studies and enjoy your college life without thinking about me in this far land. I want you to learn how to be independent and control your emotions. This may seem unfair but it's for our own good.
I don't want you to wait for me, because I want you to explore this world and meet different people. I want you to reach your dreams without waiting for me in vain.
When I come back, I don't know if you are still the childish girl I've known, but I know that things are not like the same anymore.
Therefore, I still want to see you again, after I come back. I don't know if we can still continue what we have started. All I know is that in times that we are together, I fall in love with you... and I know its true...
Song: Somewhere Down the Road
We had the right love
At the wrong time
Guess I always knew inside
I wouldn't have you for a long time
Those dreams of yours
Are shining on distant shores
And if they're calling you away
I have no right to make you stay
But somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
Will come to see
That you belong with me
Sometimes good-byes are not forever
It doesn't matter if you're gone
I still believe in us together
I understand more than you think I can
You have to go out on your own
So you can find your way back home
And somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
Will come to see
That you belong with me
Letting go is just another way to say
I'll always love you so
We had the right love
At the wrong time
Maybe we've only just begun
Maybe the best is yet to come
'Cause
Somewhere down the road
Our roads are gonna cross again
It doesn't really matter when
But somewhere down the road
I know that heart of yours
Will come to see
That you belong
With me
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Friend's love
I love you now without thinking what will happen tomorrow. I like your eyes, how much more if you look at me. I like how you smile, how much more if I'm the reason of it. I like how your hands hit me. I like the way you talk, especially when you share funny ideas. Oh yes, you're so clumsy, sometimes immature and childish. But you can enjoy growing up with me. Despite of your childish acts, who can deny the fact that you're sweet, loving and admirable. I love how you appreciate things around you. I love how you care for your friends. Your works are full of effort. And you're motivated by your own self-esteem.
You may not be the most beautiful girl in this world, but you're wonderful just the way you are. You may not be the smartest girl in this university, but your habit in studying are enough. You may not be the sexiest girl in this country, but it doesn't matter at all. Because on the other side, I may not be the best but I'm thankful you love me.
As long as we are contented with what we have. We can be together and prove that love exists. Contentment is acceptance but it doesn't mean that we will no longer change ourselves. We can improve each others life and still end up together.
But for now, we are too young to prove that true love exists. I'm happy to see you smile whatever the reason of it. I will take care of you as a friend. I will be just here for you, whenever you need me. 2 years from now, you're already graduated. And I don't know if we can still be together 5years from now. But there's something I want to say to you. I will tell you these words without expecting something in return. My dear friend, I adore you since the time we first met. Tears came out from my eyes the moment you walked away. And if ever you decided to come back, I'm just here waiting for you. You may not be the best in this world, but you can be the best in my life. I love you without doubt. I love you now, and if tomorrow comes, I would still love you, my dear friend.
You may not be the most beautiful girl in this world, but you're wonderful just the way you are. You may not be the smartest girl in this university, but your habit in studying are enough. You may not be the sexiest girl in this country, but it doesn't matter at all. Because on the other side, I may not be the best but I'm thankful you love me.
As long as we are contented with what we have. We can be together and prove that love exists. Contentment is acceptance but it doesn't mean that we will no longer change ourselves. We can improve each others life and still end up together.
But for now, we are too young to prove that true love exists. I'm happy to see you smile whatever the reason of it. I will take care of you as a friend. I will be just here for you, whenever you need me. 2 years from now, you're already graduated. And I don't know if we can still be together 5years from now. But there's something I want to say to you. I will tell you these words without expecting something in return. My dear friend, I adore you since the time we first met. Tears came out from my eyes the moment you walked away. And if ever you decided to come back, I'm just here waiting for you. You may not be the best in this world, but you can be the best in my life. I love you without doubt. I love you now, and if tomorrow comes, I would still love you, my dear friend.
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